Brett took me in his arms and we snuggled on the couch while I cried.He told me that I was just overtired and overwhelmed and that everything would be okay. His arms were strong, he smelled so good, he was very male and suddenly, I was acutely aware of something; I was sexually attracted to Brett. I wanted him and I asked myself, But, even in my over-tired and wine hazed mind, two things made me consider what I was about to do and made me not do it.Eventually, I fell asleep in his arms and woke up to find both of us had spent the night on the pull-out couch.
Still, despite the no sex part or possibly because we weren't having sex, we had a great relationship.
Walking through the park we'd hold hands, stay for sleep-overs at each others places after all-night research sessions and enjoy each other's company.
This is about two people that will do anything for each other.
The relationship has passed almost into the realm of a blood relative.
If he knew, he never let on and I continued to enjoy our relationship the way it was even though I sometimes fantasized about us and found more in his hugs than just friendship. Stop Sabotaging Your Happiness and Put Your Own Life First" ranked in the top 100 books by Tower Kristen Houghton is the author of the hilarious book, No Woman Diets Alone - There's Always a Man Behind Her Eating a Doughnut in the top 10 hot new releases at Amazon available now on Kindle, Nook, and all e-book venues.
Eventually I met my love, my so-called "soul mate," and married him.
One Friday while we had our usual candlelight pizza and wine dinner, I poured my heart out to him.
There were some unpleasant family issues going on, a deadline I had been damn-sure I'd be able to meet was looming with not much progress on my part and my beautiful ancient car was giving me grief.
You always run to me When she hurts you Then dump me When you are okay I am your comfort zone And you are my baggage That I am willing to lift till the end Every second is a heartache When you are with her Forcing to fake every smile Im happy for you But I pity myself For loving a guy Who can never treat me more than his BEST FRIEND.
Today my best friend, the same girl that laughed until she cried at my corny jokes just one year ago, mesaged me and said its getting bad fast and that all she wants to do is die..
We were so perfect together that when we spent holidays together two years in a row, relatives began privately asking me, "When's the big day?